Monday, July 4, 2011

lost respect

Dear Deployment.
i have now lost all respect for you and this unit.
and i dont really care how much of a bitch i sound.
youre sending a husband home to his wife and 5 month old because she had gallbladder surgery, and i had surgery and a newborn and NO fucking help and you just sit by and watch me struggle? I go to the FRO and tell her im having difficulties adjusting and im told to talk to the chaplain? I have NO ONE here. And nothing. She has a family member close by. You sit and say "oh no, they cant hold him back, sorry. But im here if you need me." Are you freaking kidding me?!
I had a fucking c section. I had to drive myself to and fucking from the hospital with a son my husband hasnt even met yet. Really, really?!?
im fucking livid.
sure i always knew i was tougher than everyone else and can handle more than some whiny little bitch ,but really? You are fucking good for nothing piece of shit Deployment. This situation is NO different. Because hes a higher rank, does he get to come home?! My husbands sitting playing fucking XBOX in Afghanistan while his wife sturggles and you let her.
i knew i couldnt rely on you, have faith in you.
FUCK YOU.
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